| I have a week and a half left of school and I cannot wait. I am so
tired of writing papers and taking test. I also get really sick of my
busy schedule. I feel as if I neglect the many important people and
things in my life. Why do I let the busyness of this world effect my
life. I just want to live a life without work and school and busy
schedules. I want to be free and weightless. I want all the
burdens of my life to be ripped away from me. I want to embrace and be
embraced. I want to live a life of purpose with no regrets. I want to
live a life of meaning and not just a life of doubt. I want to revolve
my life around others and not just for myself. I want to live my life
for today and not for yesterday. I want to live moment by moment and
second by second. I want to take it all in. Breathe it. I want to live
a positive, pure life with no insecurities. I want to live a life where
love fills the streets and grace fills the skies. I want to live. I
WANT TO LIVE!!!
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| There are times in our lives when someone or something comes rushing
into it so very unexpected. Seasons come and seasons go and still that
person or that thing still remains bettering our lives. These most
extraordinary occurences happen on the most ordinary of days and can
change us for the rest of our lives. Next time this happens to us we
really need to take time and thank someone who really knows what He's
doing. We need to give our control over to Him and have faith and trust
in Him. I do not thank Him enough for all the joys and blessings that
He puts in my life. But I do know one thing, that God will always love
and take care of me and always take me down many special paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on
your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge
him, and he will make your paths straight."
Romans 8:28
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of
those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."
I Thessalonians 5:16-18
Be joyful always; pray continually;
give thanks in all circumstances , for this is God's
will for you in Christ Jesus.
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| So, all I can say write now is that i am extremely happy.
I get to meet Sarah's family this weekend which I am really excited about.
Aka Sarah, you are amazing 
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| It has been a couple days past a year since I wrote on hear last. It is
hard to stay committed to this thing and nobody probaly even looks at
my page anymore but that is ok. I will just write for me. This has been
a great break for me. It has been new and satisfying. This break is the
breathe of fresh air that I needed. I got to sleep in a bit, be lazy, i
got to rediscover who I am, and got to meet an amazing girl. Some of
the most extraordinary things happen on the most ordinary days. I
also was able to do my first main worship services. I am happy about
what God is doing in my life. He is helping me to find who I really am
and he is using me. My life still has its ups and downs but I feel
reconnected to God and I feel more solid in Him than I have in a long
time. I am learning to trust soley on Him and not on myself, others, or
things. He is the rock that I stand upon.
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| Happy New Years from Joshua Murray. Now I need to think of some New Year's resolutions.......hmmm......... well......can't really think of any right now. |
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